Behind the clouds it's lovely

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My brother has just exploded in anger at me about how rude I am and made me feel like crap.

We are completely different people now, complete opposite ends of the spectrum, I don’t like his friends, he probably doesn’t like mine. His argument was we aren’t as close as we used to be, I know this, we are never in the house at the same time. It’s hard to have a proper conversation with someone who is never in the house

My instinct when someone is being confrontational is to laugh. I can’t help it, it’s me defence mechanism, this made him angry and as I hate confrontation, here I am writing about it instead of talking to someone. 

I am not using this as an excuse. My brother is as extrovert as you can get, has millions of friends, is out every night, sponteneous, the works. I on the other hand have a handful of best mates, go out every so often and basically hate people, like routine and planning, I enjoy my own company. I know there’s nothing wrong with that but he’s made me feel like there is something wrong, and he labels it being rude.

I love him of course, and we aren’t as close as we used to be but we’ve grown up, he does things that I as a person am against, things which would stop me being friends with someone.

Maybe I am rude. But I really didn’t appreciate the angry tone and swearing at me while I quietly sat, stunned with no words. And now sat here crying.

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karin-woywod:

Damn - Is there ever an end to this photoshoot ? 2013 08 22 - ’ Unlocking Sherlock ’ Promotional Shots by Robert Viglasky

This is just an overview. For the early pics #01 to #04, there are bigger versions around, for the later pics #05 to #09, I wish there were bigger versions. And you are welcome to direct me to Hi-Res versions 1280 pixels wide or even wider regarding the later pics.

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